Monday, February 2, 2009

It's been a long time...


(Eric B & Rakim always pop into my head when I type that--smile)

I have neglected my blog for a minute but I haven't forgotten it. I still plan on doing my podcast and I am still moving forward. I hit a little bump but that hasn't and won't stop me. :)

It seems like the winter holiday season brought out a bit of a depression for me. Maybe it was the change in my routine because of the holiday break. The anxiety was higher and it has been more difficult to push myself to "run toward the roar." Guess I'm walking toward the roar these days but hey, as long as I get there it doesn't matter right?

I have reached one of my goals so I am proud of that. I am driving a bit with no other adult with me and I am working on doing things including being alone more (again without my so called safe person(s) ). I am DETERMINED to not go back to where I was. Period!

I am thinking about things I had avoided for along time. Things like dreams, goals and my life's purpose. That is scary in itself but hey, "run toward the roar." Or in the words of the late great Bernie Mac, "I ain't scared of you!"

I guess the bottom line is I'm starting to think about life, my life,thinking about living my life. Enjoying my life. Being bold in my life, loud in my life, colorful in my life, LOVING MY LIFE.

(back with you soon)

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